How Moji Sees It

So many things have happened but mostly a lot of booze....


I woke up in the middle of the night at Port Azure after my long day of travel.  The problems with my old employers keep troubling me.  I stumbled out of my room still in my night clothes to track down someone who can send a letter. 
          Dear Gerg, 
I think I've really done it now, I'm getting in more trouble with my old mercenary group.  I started my journey south to go by the coast and work our way up to the Ranalean lands.  As we traveled ( Kavash, Aradel, Michael, Magnus, and Celf) we ran into my old group were the chief (Ironbeard) said he had a gift for me.  A large wooden chest was brought to my feet by Blitz ( a member of the mercenary group).  I opened it up and to my surprise it was Thorin.  ( you know, the one you wouldn't revive) Somehow they fixed him up, and was able to find me.  The chief told me that Blitz is going to trash talk, but to let it go.  i promised that I would.  As I went back to my group with my dog, Blitz began his trash talking  and like I promised I ignored him.  Well that made him mad and he pulled out a hand ax.  He threw it and it hit Thorin right in the ribs.  I lost it and charged Blitz with everything thing I had.  I killed him in cold blood, he was one of my own and I killed him.  What scares me the most is that I wanted him dead, he killed Korengrad and tried to kill my dog.  When the battle was over he was unconscious at my feet, I kneeled down and looked right at my chief and slit Blitz throat.  I know it was wrong to kill him, but I just wanted it to be over.   I send this letter to you for guidance.  I don't know what to do, I feel I will never be welcomed back into my community at the rate I am going.  I plan on talking to Leeroy about this as well.  What bothers me with my group is that they were cheering me on, but they don't understand is that I am killing my own people.  I am sure they would feel different about it all if I was killing a group of elves.  I just don't  know, I've killed lots of dwarfs as a mercenary but never those who I have worked with..  I just feel like I'm headed down a dark road and I seek help from a good friend.
                                                                                             
                                                                           Your good friend Moji

I fold the message in a small square and hand it to the boy.  I slip him 10 gold and ask him to take this letter to Castle X with much haste.  As the boy starts to run off I yelled " The Oracle, Gerg must get this letter" 
I stumble to the bar keep and get a mug of Ale to calm my mind and go back to sleep